marry me.

"Marry me."
That sounds so fine,so great,so magical,so..unreal.
It's weird for a teenage girl to want to hear stuff like that,precious stuff.While other girls wanted to have as more boyfriends as possible to prove something i will never know,i was desperate to stick with only one,him.
I've never dared to come too close to him,cuz' i was afraid that he would disappear.I was too lost in him,too too lost in him,lost in everything about him.He undoed me and moved me in the ways undefined.He was strange in a way i couldn't resist.
Then,he slips away.for-ever.never ever see him again.
never.
And "marry me" seemed to be the most illusional phrase that i've never ever thought about again.Never ever.
Life is strange.