haphazardly.

1.I keep myself overly occupied these days.Studying hella hard-to-comprehend law books,devouring some linglei novels that i've rarely read before (and i thought it's not my taste at all,but it turns out to be not so bad),burying myself in words hook,line and sinker,preparing thoroughly for the upcoming Toefl test,uh a huge test.Just by keeping myself that busy,i won't have spare time to let my mind wander.My life's stagnated for a while owing to some unexpected events,yet fortunately i myself could handle it.
2.One of funny things lately is that i converse with strangers more,in supermarket,bus station,parking lot..I find it pretty strange cuz i hardly talk to strangers.I myself am sometimes so unsual.Maybe it's because i'm desperate to fill up empty hole expanding in my heart.I feel empty at all time,and by having random conversations with strangers i can feel better.Strange yet not so strange.
3.Last night i wetted myself in the rain on the way back to home from school.I knew the storm was around the corner but i still made up my mind to go home,not waiting till the storm going away like most of people there.Then it rained.No it poured.Yes it poured heavily.I was brave to a fault.
4.I don't write often recently,but i read a lot.Steeping myself in novels is the best selection to escape from reality.I am glad that finally i find a way to make myself feel better.Not a new method,but always works out.
5.I feel fine.