Monday, 16 August 2010

# complication 2:The day has started with tears from heaven.











1.I was up too early this morning.Actually i hadn't slept.I kept tossing and turning in the bed the whole night.I look horrible these days indeed.I myself can't realize my goddamn face anymore.So frustrated.
2.I keep thinking about what if i locked myself  in bedroom and never came out.Would anyone care?Guess noone cares.I knew the answer so just don't let it slip out of your mouths.
3.Well,i started crying while I was riding home alone last night.Tears slid down my face in beads underneath my glasses.Some days I feel immensely alone and incapable of being loved, and I think that’s normal for a teenager but a bigger part of me hopes to God it is.
4.Cut cut cut cut cut cut.That's all i need.Well if you've followed my former blogspot,yes i had another one while running this one,you'll know what i mean.
5.It's been raining so heavily.The sky gets darker and the road gets wetter.Don't know how to fix my emotions in a goddamn grey day like today.I drink too much coffee.I'm too fucked up.
6.It's 8 in the morning and i'm hitting the sack now.Weird huh.

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Jeff Bridges.

Jeff Bridges.

I hunger for your sleek laugh, your hands the color of a savage harvest,hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails, I want to eat your skin like a whole almond.

It's a hard warm place of mystery, touch it, but can't hold it

i cat you.

Locking rhythms to the beat of her heart, changing woman into life.She has danced into the danger zone, when a dancer becomes a dance.